I'm not back or anything I'm just here to say, that my brother blocked me from going to DA, or MSN ;-; well, not really MSN, but he'd record my chats! I don't want my privacy to be revealed, so for all of these times I am desperate! I'm back in a cafe and I want to tell that I am still here just that I got blocked. When I go to the cafe sure I'll meet you guys (and girls of course) again, right? yay! for all! X3...oops, pokkai ("bankrupt" in Chinese)

I got tagged....months ago D: sorry for the wait.

From >3 oh, so evil...

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

Note that I am in a cafe, so I never bring all of my music with me u.u hope 21 songs out of the 331 songs I supposed to have is good enough. D: sorry

How are you feeling today?
D-Technolife - UVERworld [OST - Bleach] - Yeah, I yearn everyone in DA; this is exactly how I felt, like the lyrics:

"Injured by the pain and the sadness,
Shoulder the burden of the past that cannot be erased;
don't throw away your will to live~

Wo-o~ Your hand that I held on.....

Will I ever lose them again?
I want to protect you and that disappearing smile,
The ringing voice that calls me have dried out,
Even if it gets erased by the wind along time,
I promised I will find you~

Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed,
Don't say words like you can't smile, or you just hate people,
Everything that happens in the unseen future has a eternal meaning,
So just stay like this, there'll come a time when you shall realize

Wo-o~ Like a rusted person crying misery~..."

Emo? No, UVERworld rocks punk but not emo unfourtunately

Will you get far in life?
青空のナミダ ("Tears of Blue Sky") - Hitomi Takahashi - [OST: Blood+] - This tag seems like a prophet. It expreses my life as a biased black sheep of modern society, where governors biased us! The lyrics matched my life as a follower of the Light my Christ

"All alone in the darkness,
I learned the meaning of your tears.
I've stepped forward to the place I wish for,
Yet I didn't want to hurt anyone.

Even today, the wind crosses over the sea
And faces tomorrow without hesitation.
Why can't my heart begin to move?

What fate awaits me?
I don't want to mourn over the things that have come forth.
Within feelings of sorrow, courage still exists,
And I grasp its radiance while believing.

Tears flow down from a clear blue sky.
Someday they'll change into a smiles..."

How do your friends see you?
Thanks for the Memories - Fall Out Boy - Hmm. Explains why time passes so fast, I miss and lose friends T_T. Hope it doesn't happen like that again. But I have no regrets over the song XDD I hate some friends

Will you get married?
Death Speed Metal - Slayer - Whoa. This is one of the first Black Metal music I have, but...isn't this song....whoa. Black metal really defames...Anyways, I already said I don't wanna get married, so i guess Slayer's black metal really suits this...

What is your best friend's theme song?
Ghost of You - My Chemical Romance - Whoa. *calls out* Who's theme is this, guys??

What is the story of your life?
Over My Head - Sum41 - Yeah. Democracy is being dominated by juntas and Republicans, so I guess no one except for Europe and USA supports Liberal Democracy. Besides that, I guess everyone should open up, so I guess my life's story is a complete incomplete....I guess the song match my life's theme - to tell the world to open up

What was high school like? THIS ASIA HAS NO "HIGH SCHOOL!", OK?
雷音 ("Thunderclap") - ジン [OST - Blood+] - Yeah, I guess life's like that. Follow things you believe, even if that makes you an outsider of this Devil's world. Life will suck if you really have an ideaology that defies.

How can you get ahead in life?
Welcome to the Black Parade - My Chemical Romance Maybe Christ can answer that ..X3 I guess if you accept Christ, it's Pandora's box indeed. My life turned worse, but I'll carry on. This is perhaps of my previous life....

What is the best thing about your friends?
Chain - Back-On [OST: Airgear] - Yeah~!! I treat friends better than family because friends really enlighten your life with freedom!! That's friends! XDD

What is in store for this weekend?
解読不能 ("Indecipherable") - ジン [OST - Code Geass: Lelouch of the Rebellion] - Like what the song's named; kaidoku fu no, meaning cryptic...just cryptic..:

"I dreamt a dream
It was endless and faraway!
The sky-blue color of the dried days,
Right in my hands!

Amongst noises at equal intervals; I have trials and errors
A space without time or intervals!!
I’ll make a life-sized sound
And go construct my face beautifully!
But only on one side...

An apple that has started to rot
Fell into my own hands
The mirror reflects our dark dirty secret sides.

Amongst noises at equal intervals, I have trials and errors
A space without time or intervals
I’ll make a life-sized sound
And go construct my face beautifully,
even now…~!!!
The distant sensation, inside of people, there are trials and errors
A space without time or sensations
I’ll bear my life-sized claws
And go whittle down my face Beautifully,
but only one side~~!

Distant sensation...

Life-sized~~!!"

To describe your grandparents?
Keep your Hands off my Girl - Good Charlotte Not really what I think lol. Well, as a Chinese I do have honour, but...isn't that too much? The dead is the dead - we need to move on. Fuck the cries and wails. We know it's no point to weep. We should rejoice; the dead had entertained us when they are alive! Praise to God, not damn the Devil! All Hosanna to the highest! XDD

How is your life going?
Colors of the Heart - UVERworld [OST: Blood+] - It explains, alright.:

"On that very miserable day,
My heart crumbled in silence
Even though I scream at being broken,
Inerasable memories and darkness flow into my eyes
And I sink into tomorrow
Whose colors can’t even be seen anymore

I searched endlessly for the day of reconciliation
Only for the sake of losing it,
I will live for the present!

Even when it is useless
and I embrace solitude alone...
IF YOU TURN OFF THE LIGHTS…IF YOU TURN OFF THE LIGHTS
I will shine towards them

“Feelings continuously filled with wishes will someday create colors”,
that’s what I’ve been taught
To be a person who continues to live with this heart
Because COLORS are born within anything and everything inevitable
I will paint tomorrow once more
with these hands together........"

What song will they play at your funeral?
Toxic - Crazy Town - "Lust, Caution" much? Well the only toxic thing I can call by now is the dead body we are all staring at! CALL THE 999, DAMMIT! (999 is the emergency number, similar to America's 911)

How does the world see you?
New World - Back-On [OST: New World] - Wow this tag's full of JRocks! About the question, yes. It makes sense. The world seems to be filled with death, and comings of death >< it needs to fulfil the prophecy that Christ is coming...song makes sense that we should embrace it together, not resist it, even if it does hurt...

Will you have a happy life?
S.O.S. - Good Charlotte - You knew what's SOS, so guess what's in the song...anyways, like what the lyrics said, I am totally a black sheep...

"Is anybody listening?
Can you hear me when I call?
I'm shooting signals in the air
Cas' I need somebody's help
I can't make it on my own
So I'm giving up myself
Is anybody listening? Listening..."

Keep listening to the song it matches every outcasts' life When Christ comes, we rejoice while the "famous" idiots shall cry their living God out!

What do your friends really think of you?
Tears dropped from the Skies - Tainaka Sachi [OST: Fate/Stay Night] - Meaning...yearning? u.u only a few friends cared. Thanks and others too

Do people secretly lust after you?
Love the big Heart - UVERworld [OST: Bleach] - Yeah! This tag's 3/4 anime!! Anyways....what the fuck? No way!

How can I make myself happy?
Twisted Transistor - K0rn - Yep!! One of my fave genre: Nu-Metal!!! XDD This give ecstacy to me!

What should you do with your life?
colors - Flow [OST: Code Geass: Lelouch of the Rebellion] - XDDDDDD!! I love the anime and the song!!

Well, apparently, I guess I should follow like what the lyrics said:

"The moment that seems to be able to change me and even the world
Is always right by my side forever!

Staring at the irritations that I can’t hide
And the me who stands completely still.
Yearning~

While I’m confused,
while I’m troubled,
while I’m grieving,
I should decide on it!
With the
one word
that you
gave me,
my confusion vanishes

In my room that seemed empty, colors shined and you came to me!

Battle on!

The great sky that I looked up at grows serene in blue
I’ve decided to open the closed window.
The moment that
seems to be able to change me and even the world
Is always right by my side forever…..."

Will you ever have children?
Red Fraction - MELL [OST: The Black Lagoon]

Instead of owning the woman, looks like I'm getting the own

"I have a big gun
I took it from my lord!
Sick with justice
I just wanna bang you!
You make me violate you
no matter for you all!

It's all up to you
no one lives forever!
Being burned in the Hell
By all those pigs out there!
It's always been Hell
From when I was born
THEY MAKE ME VIOLATE YOU
NO MATTER FOR YOU ALL!

Get down on your knees
Get a good head on the shoulders
For you guys
Get to the end of the earth
Do what you mean
Give it with dedication
I'll put out your misery!"

Ok, looks like I don't need a wife after all

Well, it's fun having to do a tag once again after a few months XDDD thanks again!